Dear Learning,

 You are one of the most consistent things in my life.
Everyday I am learning new things at work.
Everyday I am learning how to be a better me.
Everyday I am learning how to to respond to rude coworkers who love to talk to you in a condescending tone but you know if you want to be a manager you can’t turn around and tell them to fuck off.
Sorry did that get a bit too real?
Everyday I am learning how to be a better partner.

Everyday is a new day to learn something new. In school learning isn’t cool, so we try avoid doing any work. But as you get older anytime you are given the chance to do something new.
Take it.
It’s scary,
Especially for someone with anxiety around new things.
But if I want to be advance In the world and make me a better me.
I need to keep learning.

Dear  Blood,

When I was little you were the defect to my desired profession.
‘When I grow up I want to be a vet, but I don’t like blood so I just want to help animals without dealing with blood.’
A pet therapist is what I essentially wanted to be. I wanted to help dogs without the actually surgery bit that I knew vets dealt with.

I’m still not a fan of blood. And I will still never become a vet.
But if you hear of any openings for a pet therapist send them my way!

Dear Connections


How do we make them?
Is it online, through a post. A like, a comment.
Is it face to face, through school or a social club?

How to do we make connections as we get older?is it harder to make new ones or keep the old ones alive?

Connections.
How do I have one?
For now we are two old souls just floating through life pretending we never knew each other. While I’m looking for the lost connections I once had with people like you.

Dear Risks,

I thought I didn’t take many of you. Until I realised I took the biggest risk of all.

For who would move across the world to live with someone you’d been dating less than a year?
Who would then spend the next 2years working on a visa for a permanent life with said people spending every last penny on it.

Turns out I took some of the biggest risks in life with/on one person.
And I’m so thankful that those risks worked out. Those risks were some of the best decisions I’ve ever made.

I saw someone post ‘waiting for the day to travel the world.’