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End of 2019

2019

I wasn’t sure if I should do one of these this year, as I don’t really know where the year went? 
But reading my ‘list/goals’ as simple as they were for this year I laugh. I didn’t know how hard the year was going to be, but damn did I achieve all those little ticks. 
New laptop, finally!!! Best thing to have happened to my blog.
Our living situation improved massively, and it is now just me and my better half alone, despite the hurdles we had to swim through to get here. It’s now worth it to look back and think we did it.
Granted I didn’t really have control over my life as I thought I did in the start of January, as by the end someone had completely flipped the board game. 
But that’s life!
I think I’ve learnt a lot about twists and turns this year and that’s the one thing I’m going to take away, is I never know what’s round the corner.
I’m not perfect, but I’ve learnt I’m not a push over. I’ve learnt what I love to do and made some difficult decisions but at the end of the day I could walk home, unlock the door to my love sat on our couch watching our tv cooking tea. And its in those moments that I realise that’s all that matters. 
A lot of the times its not about what you do in life but who you’re doing it with. Im thankful for all the people every day that make me smile even when I wanna cry. Thankyou for always picking me up and letting me be a little shit.

Thankyou to the ones who find me defeated on the floor and just give me a hug.
Thankyou to the ones who shout at me for staying too late because we all know no one else cares if I do or not.
Thankyou to the ones who asked if ive cried today and then just give me a simple hug and tell me its gonna be okay.
Thankyou to the ones that let me come and vent to you whenever I see you.
Thankyou to the ones for making me laugh so hard my cheeks hurt.
Thankyou to you, because for the 10 people that make my day to days shitty.
You remind me of my worth, remind me its not that important and remind me to have fun.
You’re the reason I do what I do. 

I usually write these about what I’ve achieved in the year, but honestly I don’t think id be where I am right now without the people I’m around daily. So this ones for you. 2019 is for you.
I cant wait to do the same bullshit with you in 2020. (you know who you are and you’re the real MVPs)


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