Grief
They never teach you in school
How to accept your feelings
 No matter how cruel.

For crawling in a ball and refusing to the face the world is one way
Or accepting your fate and getting on with your day.
Sometimes you get little waves of grief
And you find yourself sniffling
In your bus seat.

No one teaches you how to deal
With a death of your favourite
Person in the world
Maybe it's our fault for getting too attached
For we all know they're never coming back.

Maybe you'll meet again in another time
For now
I need to heal
And it's taking a long time

Im digging my hole and not wanting to come out
For in-denial was so much better
Than facing the heartache  that came after
Maybe one day I'll look at your face
A tear won't be shed
And I'll be okay.

Or maybe this grief will follow me for the rest of my life
As I question why I couldn't
Have had more time