My 2019
Blogging is essentially my online diary.
Its 2019, another year has come and as I scrolled through my own posts my cursor hovered over ‘2018’ for for the past 2 years I wrote a ‘list’ of I guess you could call them goals to achieve for that year. 2017 was a rough year and I remember my list not being as achievable as I had hoped, but I couldn’t remember what I had put I wanted in my 2018 year.
Its 2019, another year has come and as I scrolled through my own posts my cursor hovered over ‘2018’ for for the past 2 years I wrote a ‘list’ of I guess you could call them goals to achieve for that year. 2017 was a rough year and I remember my list not being as achievable as I had hoped, but I couldn’t remember what I had put I wanted in my 2018 year.
I clicked, nervous. Watching as my laptop slowly loaded. Hmm
maybe I should save for a new laptop on my 2019 goals.
Up it popped, and so I sat and I read my own words. I didn’t want to make a list for 2018 because I was scared of what my future held, I spent the start of 2018 being very scared and the other half being excited and happy along the bumpy ride.
I ended my year exactly where I wanted to be, in New Zealand. Granted I still don’t have a dog, and my living situation could be better, I’m just holding out till it’s me and my better half alone. But I have my own place and I bought my first Christmas tree. I felt happiness at the fact I had fulfilled past Lucie’s wishes of a Christmas tree in her own( semi owned, mostly shared) space without even realising it.
2019 is going to be an important one as it’s the first year of getting our lives back on track. We started by opening a ‘serious savers’ account. Yes that’s the actual name of the bank account, I am now a serious saver. I bought a diary prepared for the year ahead and I already bought two peoples birthday presents to send back home later in the year. I feel ready to tackle whatever 2019 has in store for me with the fact I am not scared.
Up it popped, and so I sat and I read my own words. I didn’t want to make a list for 2018 because I was scared of what my future held, I spent the start of 2018 being very scared and the other half being excited and happy along the bumpy ride.
I ended my year exactly where I wanted to be, in New Zealand. Granted I still don’t have a dog, and my living situation could be better, I’m just holding out till it’s me and my better half alone. But I have my own place and I bought my first Christmas tree. I felt happiness at the fact I had fulfilled past Lucie’s wishes of a Christmas tree in her own( semi owned, mostly shared) space without even realising it.
2019 is going to be an important one as it’s the first year of getting our lives back on track. We started by opening a ‘serious savers’ account. Yes that’s the actual name of the bank account, I am now a serious saver. I bought a diary prepared for the year ahead and I already bought two peoples birthday presents to send back home later in the year. I feel ready to tackle whatever 2019 has in store for me with the fact I am not scared.
I am excited for the unknown this time because I am in
control again. I have my life back in my hands and my passport at my side.
It’s so easy to plan resolutions for the year but as long as I continue with my blog, my reading, and my writing, I know it’ll be a good year.
It’s so easy to plan resolutions for the year but as long as I continue with my blog, my reading, and my writing, I know it’ll be a good year.
Once again, lets keep riding this wave together.
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