Sorry I'm not good enough to be your friend I sigh.

For I send another message in hopes you see my attempts to be in your life.
But alas I get left on read. Or I get blunt replies. As you go tell the others my desperate attempt to be nice.

I didn't know being a nice person; staying out of drama was a crime. Made me a horrible person.
Or maybe there's someone on the other side; pulling your strings. Influencing you views.

I'm sorry I'm not worthy enough to be in your life.

I would have liked you to stay in mine.